Since Dubai, I haven't spoken a word on my life.
I haven't written an update proclaiming the amazing trip we had to Crete. The beautiful weather, the beautiful island, the beautiful times or the beautiful love.
I haven't written an update about how great the last edit in Beirut was. How the film is really coming together now. How excited I am to have a deadline that is reachable. How engaged I still am with the project, the subject, the people, and my team.
I haven't written anything about the massive project that I was on. The one that picked me up, dragged me through hell, threw me down and somehow, turned out to be a great experience. I haven't written about how this project took me to Cannes for the first time. How tightly she gripped my hand for nearly 30 minutes. How excited we were to see it on the screen. There. Then. Together.
I haven't updated for many reasons I suppose.
But the main one is... I've lost something along the way.
I'll find it again.
Until then, the only comfort I have found is in the unwavering dedication I have and in the one line email I got from my father:
justin, its dad everything will be fine just wait and see love you buddy
So that's what I am doing.
Waiting to see and doing my absolute best to keep my promises.
I haven't written an update proclaiming the amazing trip we had to Crete. The beautiful weather, the beautiful island, the beautiful times or the beautiful love.
I haven't written an update about how great the last edit in Beirut was. How the film is really coming together now. How excited I am to have a deadline that is reachable. How engaged I still am with the project, the subject, the people, and my team.
I haven't written anything about the massive project that I was on. The one that picked me up, dragged me through hell, threw me down and somehow, turned out to be a great experience. I haven't written about how this project took me to Cannes for the first time. How tightly she gripped my hand for nearly 30 minutes. How excited we were to see it on the screen. There. Then. Together.
I haven't updated for many reasons I suppose.
But the main one is... I've lost something along the way.
I'll find it again.
Until then, the only comfort I have found is in the unwavering dedication I have and in the one line email I got from my father:
justin, its dad everything will be fine just wait and see love you buddy
So that's what I am doing.
Waiting to see and doing my absolute best to keep my promises.
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